Sweeter Than Beauty

Math is a bitch„„and then u die:) LOL

I’M SOOO GLAD I ASKED MY DAD TODAY TO HELP ME FIND A GOOD CAR. this will in turn make me realize that damn„„i need to get my license:)

RIP :( :)

A neighbor of mine died from an accident. I’m having such low self esteem right now….because she was such a sweetheart….she didn’t deserve this. It still feels like a part of her spirit is with us in this neighborhood…not just but actually everywhere…and yet i’m thinking about my grandpa that passed away….i hope that her family is doing ok….i’m gonna fucking throw a fit if i don’t get the day off for their funeral…i would love to go if my family got invited. And i would give them a card…gosh this was sooo sudden and heartbreaking to hear. i don’t know why i should be sad, but its because ive always felt sorrow for good people. and its just unfair how God could take away some people’s lives that are just too young to go to heaven, when its the fucking criminals, rapists, serial killers, and ungrateful bastards that don’t deserve such a long life at all. It makes me remember all the good people in my life that didn’t need to die….like Grandpa, Morrey Brown(ok, i didn’t know him that well, but he still deserved better), Anna Nayberg’s brothers, and i hope that nothing happens to my brother…cuz he is all about his Gf and heroin right now. I know that heroin can be a powerful addictive drug, but its stupid and useless to use a drug when ur already in a relationship…god i hope he doesn’t start injecting himself soon. But i’m still worried about my mom, becuz he and my mom r already fucking constantly arguing. He doesn’t really sleep that much at all. And we all know how important sleep is. I’m also pretty scared of losing Max, because he was my first crush. He is in trouble still, and its crazy because all the good people i know now are just not doing soo good at all. And this kind of thing can happen to anyone. But anyway, my neighbor Michelle was like such a kind person that she will always be someone I will remember. Both her and her sis were the first neighbors that made me feel comfortable living in this neighborhood. I feel that God knows how successful she would have been at life, and so perhaps he realized that this crazy world just isn’t fit for some people. That some people need to go to a better place, which, of course, is heaven. Thanks for having me over at your house. Thanks for being so kind and telling Meagan Oliver and April Moon that they didn’t really know me when they accused me of being weird. I hope that you will get the best in the afterlife. I know and feel that your spirit will guide your family and everybody who loved you for as long as they live. I just wish I could have hung out with you more….but i guess„,shit happens and we just didn’t hang out anymore just because.  May You fa sho’ rest in peace :)